I've received so much freedom in the past week. For the past few months, I've been going to meetings for 20-29 year olds at my church, and the senior pastor and his wife have been pouring into us, raising up the next generation of world-changers and church leaders. We've been receiving training, searching our hearts, and listening to God for our destinies. I've been pushing into God on my own, becoming more disciplined and really pursuing Him as best as I know how. In the midst of this, my heart has changed. I know now that I need to change my major. I've sort of subconsciously known all along, but I was afraid to believe it before because I was living under the heavy yoke of others' expectations. Jesus has been beckoning me to take His light yoke and follow after Him instead. I'm not sure what happened, but something inside of me shifted this past week. I'm no longer afraid of what others might think about the path that I'm choosing for my career. I realize now that it's MY life to live, and it's His life to control. I've laid down my life before Christ, and He's awakening dead and sleeping parts of my heart. He's guiding me down new paths, and He's showing me the freedom that comes with it. For the first time in a long time, I believe in myself. I believe that I AM a world-changer and that I CAN bring huge shifts in the US and that nothing can stop me if I'm in God's will. I believe in myself because I believe in He Who lives in me. It's so exciting and also a bit scary!
Please keep me in your prayers. I'm not positive yet which major to choose. Pray for wisdom, guidance, and more awakening in my heart <3
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