I bet I can't even begin to describe, so I'll just pick some of the major things.
As soon as we (grandparents and I) walked into the prayer room, the first divine encounter occured where we were prophesied over as a family. They received so much hope.. it was amazing. I received some REALLY good words. It was a great way to kick the weekend off.
God called me as a musician (and prophetic musician). He said He'd give me songs from His throne room. It really makes sense considering how I used to have a beautiful voice, which satan has tried to steal through a toncillectomy and through busyness. God has also put SO much grace on my guitar playing in the past.. I'm now really excited to start playing again this summer.
He commissioned me as a prophetess. It was so intense. One of my top God encounters for sure. I can't tell you how many people gave me words about me being a prophet.. and then God released it at 11 pm on my last night at IHOP, and it messed me up big time. in a good way. I've had many prophetic dreams since, and I hear God so much more clearly.. I could go on and on. There has been a huge difference. It's awesome. He's awesome.
God focused a lot on fixing my identity in Him. I was set free of self-hatred and obession with my appearance due to insecurity. My eyes were really opened to how He sees me and the delight He has in me and how I'm His favorite. He gave me divine revelation about my weight, and I've been able to make peace with my body for the first time. I was also set free of the desire for the attention of males and also of performance and fear of man in general. that was huge for me.
Timidity was broken off of me, and I've had a firey boldness and courage to witness and step out in faith ever since. AWESOME.
He really ministered to me about the injustices I have suffered. He showed me that He has seen them and promised to vindicate me and deliver me and told me not to worry about it because He's got it taken care of.
He pulled off a few layers of shame. and He was so nice about it because He got me really really REALLY drunk on His joy right before He did it, so it didn't hurt as badly as it could have. (but in all seriousness, I've never been that blasted with His joy. His presense was so thick that I was gasping for air because I couldn't breathe. but it didn't hurt and it wasn't scary. it was hilarious. i've never laughed that hard in my life. i got set free of so much in those moments.)
uhh.. I got new impartations for gifts i've had.. such as gifts of healings, evangelism, revival, intercession, encouragement, etc.
I could go on and on and on. but i know no one wants to read an entry that long.. soooo i'll stop here. but i have about five pages of prophetic words that were spoken over me. He confirmed a lot of past words, too, so that's exciting :)
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